AdoraBell

I have been thinking a lot lately about souls, spirit, reincarnation...the perpetuity of life and how nothing ever really can end. For as long as I can recall I have been searching. Searching my soul, searching my being, searching the lives of others and the histories of others, searching psychology & religion...all my life I have been searching to belong. Searching to find a truth that I can believe in. Searching for answers to why, how, who, how long, what does it all mean. In this searching I came up empty and I was faced, at the age of 19 with the chilling realisation that this might be all there is. That life could ever only get as

So...I haven't done this in a while. Almost a year, now. ~suedonym (https://www.deviantart.com/suedonym) told me she was thinking of re-igniting her dA profile and I thought I might then do the same. So here goes. Since I last updated, I have: Written and passed my SACAP accreditation exam. I am now a Professional Architectural Draughtsman."Written" and passed my driver's license.Been appointed as the Drawing Office Manager. More than doubled my salary.Quit SmokingBought a car.Plotting buying a house with Prince... I tell ya what...things have really changed/picked up/been different for yours truly. I can imagine, having read through almost 10 years of depressive, self-